My Decision is Don’t Give Up

I remembered there was once when I was in Form 6, while waiting for my application to university being approved.  Form 6 was really tough so I always admire those who managed to finish it no matter how much they scored for their public exam.

 

After a few weeks of studying, I voiced to my Dad that I planned to give up Form 6 because I had confident that my application to university will be approved. But my Dad stopped me, saying that quitting half way was not the way to do things. I should appreciate the time and opportunity to keep on studying, at least till the day my application got approved.

 

So, I braced myself, kept my chin up and kept on studying till the day, I finally received the university offer letter on my hand. I did learn something useful, and experience the life in Form 6; therefore my respect grew for those who manage to get through.

 

Looking back at my previous entry, I think I love her too much till I became too sensitive about everything. Whether some happening was intentional or not, if I put less love on her and treat it just like a normal friend, the hurting would be much less; at least it is just a game; why I beat up myself so much on how it was played. Although it would take some times to make it from love to just friendship, I would try my best as I had promise my friend that I should change my perspective. And I better do it so that I would not lose a close friend in the future.

 

Sorry for the commotion that I had caused this few days, I guessed I had too much in my mind and too much incident around to make me lose control of my judgment and emotion. Please remember to remind me if I overdid thing.

 

Gunner, thanks for purposely putting your comment into a blog, really appreciate your time in writing it. As for the Anonymous who commented, thanks for the encouragement!

 

So, Volleyball, my friend, see you in court!